::..im giving up.. :

"..Sometimes, it's eaiser to pretend you don't care then to admitt it's killling you.."
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but its enough now.
FULLSTOP.~!!
as i sat here i was trying to think of all the times you hurt me and made me cry. 
hoping and wishing it would make me like you less.
But it didn't. 

because all the times i could remember were the ones when you showed me that you cared. 
 but there are times when i cant decide whether to see you or not. 
i want to see you because i miss you but there are times when i dont want to see you.
because everytime I do, the fact that you dont see me the way that i see you hurts me even more.
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kita melemparkan kemarahan walaupun terhadap orang yang paling kita sayang. 
dan akibatnya adalah penyesalan dalam diri. 
seringkali penyesalan itu datang di kemudiannya, tapi ketika itu semuanya sudah terlambat.
dan kerana itu,jagalah dan sayangilah orang yang kita sayang dengan sepenuh hati.
jika kita rasa ia menyinggung perasaan mereka, sebaiknya jangan dilafazkan. 
kerana semakin besar risiko untuk kehilangan orang yang kita sayangi.
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As we grow up.
we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. 
You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts.
you'll cry because time is flying by.  
and i've learned that things change, people change.
and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. 
It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. 
Letting go doesn't mean giving up. 
it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.
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::..i like to pretend that everything's alright..::
::..because when everybody else thinks you're fine..::
::..sometimes you forget for a while that you're not..::
 ::..so,when life gives you a hundred reasons to cry..::
::..show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile..::


~...rozy...~